I'm Tired

Im tired of hearing his bullshit..

But i love hearing his voice..

Im tired of being put second..

But I'm glad Im @ least that much..

Im tired of him never being on time or not coming at all..

But all the stress goes away once he's with me..

I'm tired of him being out in the streets on hot shit

But i am thankful he hasnt got picked up yet

Im tired of worrying about what he's done in the past and if he'll start to do it again

But i am hopeful to make a future with him

Im tired of him never being here for me..to listen to me..to hold me..

But when Im bold enough to up and leave he convinces me to stay..

I'm tired of hearing he'll change over and over again..

But I fall for it when the act last a few days..

Im tired of him putting me through all this..

But i'm still crying every night cuz i know he's not treating me right..

Im tired of knowing theres someone better for me..

But i can't see them because the love i have for him covers it..

Im tired of loving him when he doesnt show the same love back..

But i sit and wait, hoping for something to happen..

Im tired of giving everything and getting nothing in return..

But once again I'm still sitting here..being tired of being tired