My Smile

I cant seem to find my smile ive looked all over. i went to the park, where i thought i saw it last. but all i saw there were memories and good time gone past. then i wen to the beach, where we walked in the sandbut all i saw were images...of us hand in had. i went down by the lake, where you told me you loved me, i was sure that was it. but my smile wasnt thereit wasnt to be found. i tried so hard to remember the last time i saw it around...then i remembered...i remembered the last time i smiled so true....The last time i smiled, I smiled with you.....

Closed Door

Have you ever had just one thing that you'd give everything for?Just this one thing, that means the world to you and more?You'd do everything in your power, to make sure it's OK?You'd give anything, just so it's happiness wouldn't go away?You try your hardest, and then you try some moreYou try to protect it, comfort it, but sometimes it's a closed door.You become patient and kind and take a step backThen you start to wonder, what is it that I lack?Am I caring too much? Am I pushing too hard?Am I standing too close? Or am I standing too far?All these questions, and answers yet to come,I'm not going to turn my back, I'm going to stand instead of run.I'm going to be the stone, that was never there for me,Something to hold onto, to push off of and set your dreams freeThe stone that gives you ambition, and a better sight of lifeThe stone to keep you still, when you think you lost the fightI want to be the best friend, to talk to and shed a tear,I want to be the partner, to share hopes, dreams and fears.I want to be the buddy, to laugh about a joke or two,I want to be me, the one always there for you.I want to be all these things, everything and moreI want to be that key, that opens and unlocks that door.I'm trying to be content with how things are.I'm just waiting for you to open, and keep that door a jar.