Finally I Realized

We were together for two years and yeah it was difficult.

i was there for you ans you were there for me.

i wouldve never thought you would hurt me. Everybody told me not to be with you but my heart was telling me something different. I was there for you when you needed someone to talk to, whenever you fall i picked you up. i gave you my all meanwhile you were giving her apart of you too. this became a shock to me because i never thought i would be sharing the person i love with someone else. i knew it was crazy when i got the first phone call. she told me she loved you and that she had you! do you know how it felt for me to hear her tell me that she had the man i love? i couldnt say anything..i was hurt..angry.. i felt decieved. Something told me i wasnt your "one and only" but i didnt want to believe it. All the signs were there but as always i was blinded by the imintation of "Love". I thought if I gave you what you needed you would give me what i needed. But as usual i was wrong..I took the blinders of love off and i finally realized that i deserve better. I derserve to have someone truly love me for me! Today i stand strong and tell you that yes i was in a relationship where i felt as though this is what i wanted but i had to put my "wants" aside and started focusing on what i DESERVED. I deserve someone who was going to by my side and not lie, i deserve to be with someone i can trust, i deserve somone who can be honest.. I DESERVE someone who's going to love me!